R&R...yes it is real!

Well.....i know it really is hard to believe but R&R is real! It does happen! I really have gotten to see my Honey again! I didn't think it was ever going to happen but it did! He actually has been home for a couple weeks now. Our time is almost up. That is part of the reason why it's been soooooo long since i have written anything on here. I hate that too. I lose loyal readers when i go more than a month without a fresh blog on here. Seems like my life has been insane for the past month though. My friend Brittnie finally got moved back up here. I may have already told you that. So i have been busy helping her get settled in. Then I was getting the house and everything here ready for Jay's arrival. He's been here since April 15th. We went on vacation for like 10 days. Saw his family in Tennessee and my family in Arkansas then his friend who was injured over there and is back home now in New Jersey and we have been back home for the past like 5 days. During that time i also had a birthday. So we have been celebrating that. And we have had a cookout here with some friends. He has seen another friend here who was injured and is back home. We have just spent lots of time together and stayed up half the night playing video games. Then slept all morning. It's been so great to have him home. Now he's going to have to leave me again! I thought i was prepared for that. I knew it was coming. I knew i was going to have only a certain number of days and then he'd have to leave again. I knew our time was short. But it's so easy to grow attached to him being here. It's so easy to just fall into our favorite routine. It's so easy to just love him. It's so hard to let him go. It's so hard to send him back. It's so hard to know that he'll be gone just as long as he was before and that he'll be in just as much danger. More really....it's warming up over there so violence is increasing. It's so not fair that his deployment has to be so long when other's aren't. If his didn't have to be so long....we'd only have like 4 more months. But still even one more day is too long. I love him so much. I love having him here to hug and to cuddle up with, to watch movies with, to laugh with, to just talk to. I love to share my life with him. I miss getting to do that when he's gone. Well....my battery on here is almost dead. I should probably charge it! I'll be back soon...promise this time!