Good days....bad days.....

Well....many of you know that this past weekend was not a good time for me. It had been a while since i heard from Jay. It was a month since he left. Times were tough. But then he called me! Now all is well again! You know....i have discovered that deployment is a lot like being bipolar! We are happy then sad then happy then severely depressed then jumping for joy. It's CRAZY!!!!! I feel like i need medication just to deal with the roller coaster of emotions! But i'm sure i don't. Well....i think i don't! I don't want to have to take them again! I have been there and done that. I'm hoping to be able to find something that works for me. A friend of mine suggested Yoga. So i'm gonna try it. The actual exercise part of it is supposed to be stress relieving. Not to mention the way it will help to limber up my body, benefitting both me and my honey! LOL I'm excited about it though. Something for me to look forward to. I should be getting some tapes on it next week! YAY!!! This same friend found some on ebay that she has used. She said they were so great for her! So i bid on them and got them for 99 cents! With shipping and handling they cost me $6.66....i was a little freaked out about that! I'm not superstitious....or so i am convincing myself...so it's ok. But for 2 tapes...that's not bad at all! Especially when they are like $20 in the store! Why have i never ebayed before? That is really fun! I could make some money selling stuff on there too! I just may have to look in to that! We have tons of junk around here! anyone want a foozball table? It's solid wood...an antique...the bottom of it is glass...really thick...glass over wood. It's VERY heavy! but i have no room for it! I really need to get rid of it. It's been in our family for about 14 years now. My dad found it at a flea market/antique village in Dallas and bought it. Then made a special trip back to Dallas to pick it up. When he bought it they were visiting some family and in mom's car. So he had to drive back home and get his truck then go back to Dallas. That's 5 hours one way! So he went through some stuff to get it and it's been passed on to me. I LOVE this table and have had so much fun playing it but i have no where to put it! Lets face it...military housing is just not that large! They cover necessities for living...but not extra space! Not to mention it adds a lot of weight on my moving manifests! I'm gonna end up paying next time for having too much weight if we have to move with it again! So now that i have made my sales pitch...i'll move on! Things in my house really are improving. I'll be working as of next month. 3 days a week...exactly what i wanted. The exact days i wanted too! God worked that one out. He knows what he is doing! My hubby, though he misses us and loves us, is enjoying his job. He says it's nice to finally get to work and not just sit around all day. He was sooooo sick of sitting around while he was here. Being a medic there is not a lot to do unless they are in the field. But i get worried when he's actually working because that means someone is hurt. He said no one is hurt in his company and he hasn't had to work in that way...but he's going on missions and actually doing something. So i'm happy that he's making the most of deployment. He said he's doing ok and staying busy. So that's good. I'm going to do my best to continue finding things to keep me busy. I have to so i dont go insane. Surely working will help that! I know it did last year when he was gone! anyway...this is really just a bunch of babble at this point. I have no idea what i am saying! so i'm gonna go! Have a good week!