I'm just so.....UGH

What can i say? I'm not really in the mood to blog right now. I feel like i owe it to you all to post something here though. I don't have so many people drop in for no reason at all. The least i can do is update regularly for you all! I've been doing my Christmas shopping finally. And things have just been not great around here. I'm stressed over everything. I am still not quite done with my Christmas stuff yet. But i am such a procrastinator! And i was waiting on a check to get here before i spent all my money! So now that it has, it was shopping time! And i spent WAY more money than i intended! Isn't that they way it goes! I am just frustrated and irritated and just wanna scream! Bad things have happened this week in my husband's unit. Can't really talk about it. But it's been a really difficult week. I worry about him and he's doing. How he is handling things. How all this will affect him long term. We knew it was only a matter of time before something would happen. I pray every day that God protects him and keeps him safe from harm. So i really haven't been too worried over him. I fully believe that God has promised to bring him home to me. I wasn't quite prepared for what has happened within his platoon. His whole battalion actually....but really in his platoon and how it has affected him. It's just one of these things that i guess we learn to cope with. One of these things that is supposed to make us stronger. I'm feeling pretty drained of strength right now. I'm just ready to lay down and call it a day! I think i'm gonna make this one short and move on now! I'll update again soon. Hopefully i'll be in a better frame of mind then!