Bad Dreams and other things

Last night I had a horrible dream. I woke up at 3 am in a horrible sweat and just gut wrenching sadness. I won't give you the details because no one should think about something so horrible. Then when i'd go back to sleep i kept repeating the worst part of the dream over and over. I finally woke up and just prayed and prayed and asked God to take this dream out of my head because i do not want to see this again! And of course i asked God to protect my husband at that moment too. I was eventually able to get back to sleep and not dream it anymore. But when i got up this morning it popped back in my head and i just can't shake it! Don't you hate days like that? To make it worse i haven't talked to him in several days. I keep hoping he'll call but he hasn't. Right now i just need to hear his voice after that dream. But i guess he's busy and he'll call when he can. Dreams like that seem to really get to me. I keep blaming the dream on a conversation i had with a friend. We were talking about things that bother us with deployment and things that happen. Not things you want to think about and i think that just stuck in my head for some reason subconsciously. I don't know. But it wasn't fun at all! So call me Honey so i can talk to you and know you are ok and i can let it go. Other than this....today has just been one of those days. I don't know what it is. Something is just a little off and I can't seem to figure it out! Kids are a bit on the wild side, I'm just wanting to lay down and let my mind rest, it's just a not great day. Seems like there is just so much going on. I worry about Kaitlyn and things going on at school. She is having a problem with some kids in class and i have had it because the teacher is giving her a hard time too and not stopping the kids from saying these hurtful things to her. Like we don't have enough to deal with i have to deal with the fact that my kids are not part of the group of kids who were born and raised here by parents who were born and raised here. And they are being taught by teachers who were born and raised here and went to school with those parents. So my kids get pushed aside because of that. Of course everyone denies it...but my kids see it and i have noticed it. And i'm tired of it! I love this area and i love our house but i'm tired of the small town politics. So anyway.....today is not a good deployment day. I need my Honey. But i'll make it through because i have friends who love me! And i have God who protects me!